Hi, it’s me. Mojo. The captain.

People think couches are just for sitting. Wrong. Couches are ships. And Mom and I? We’re the crew. Sometimes we’re sailing smooth seas — snacks, Netflix, soft blankets. Sometimes it’s stormy — pain, pills, tears. But either way, we don’t leave the ship.

Mom curls up in one corner with her pillow, and I curl up right against her. That’s my post. My job. Keep watch. Make sure she’s not alone. When she gets up, I follow. When she comes back, I’m already there, ready to board again.

We’ve weathered so many nights on this ship. I’ve watched her cry into the cushions, laugh at dumb shows, fall asleep mid-sentence. I’ve been the first mate for it all. And no matter how sick she feels, no matter how heavy the mess gets, we always find our way back here together.

So yeah. We’re Couch Captains. And the world outside might be falling apart, but on our little ship, there’s love, there’s warmth, and there’s us.

🐾 — Captain Mojo

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I’m Izzy

Welcome to mojo and the mess, This isn’t the blog I ever expected to write — but it’s the one I needed.

I’m Izzy, a twenty-something living (and dying) with terminal cancer, navigating the messy, heartbreaking, unexpectedly beautiful in-between. Here, you’ll find raw reflections, real talk, dog snuggles (shoutout to Mojo), and the unfiltered truth about what it’s like to face the end of your life before it really got going.

This space is for the ones who’ve felt forgotten, the ones who don’t know what to say, and the ones who are still holding on. It’s not always pretty, but it’s always honest.

Thanks for being here. You’re part of the mess now — and I mean that in the best way.

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