Mojo and the Mess

I knew when I opened my eyes this morning that it was going to be one of those days.

Not because anyone said it out loud. Not because anything big happened. It’s just something I’ve learned. The way the room feels. The way she breathes. The way everything is a little quieter, a little heavier.

So I didn’t run to the door like I usually do. Didn’t bring her a toy. Didn’t try to make her laugh right away.

I just stayed. She didn’t get out of bed. She tried, I think. I saw it in the way she shifted, like her body forgot how to cooperate halfway through. Then she gave up and sank back into the pillows.

That’s when I moved closer.

Not on top of her. Not in the way. Just… close enough that if she reached out, she’d find me.

She got sick a little while later. I hate that part. I don’t understand it, and I wish I could fix it. I always look at her like, Are you okay? What do you need? Tell me what to do.

She never really has an answer. So I do the only thing I can. I stay.

I keep my head near her. I follow her when she moves. I watch her face like it’s my job, because it kind of is. Every small change, every breath, every moment where she looks like she’s trying to push through something invisible.

People think being a service dog is all about the big things. The tasks. The commands. The “look what he can do” moments.

But days like today? This is the work.

It’s quiet. It’s slow. It’s a lot of waiting and watching and knowing when not to ask for anything.

I didn’t bring her toys today. Didn’t bug her to go outside more than necessary.

Didn’t do my usual dramatic sigh when I’m bored. Okay… maybe one little sigh. I’m still me. But mostly, I stayed soft.

She reached for me at one point. Just rested her hand on my head like she needed to remember something solid was still there.

I didn’t move. Not even a little.

I think that’s the part people don’t see. I’m not here to fix everything. I can’t make her not sick. I can’t take it away.

But I can make sure she’s not alone in it.

And on days like this, that matters more than anything.

Eventually she dozed off for a bit. Not a deep sleep, just enough to take the edge off. I stayed right where I was, even though my leg fell asleep and I really, really wanted to reposition like a normal dog.

But I didn’t. Because she was finally resting. And that felt important.

When she woke up, she looked at me and gave me that small smile. The tired one, but real.

That’s my favorite part of the job.

Not the commands. Not the praise. Just that look that says, I needed you and you were here.

So yeah. Today wasn’t a beach day.

It wasn’t a playful day.

It wasn’t one of the easy ones.

But I still did my job.

I stayed.

And tomorrow, if it’s another one of those days, I’ll do it again.

No questions asked.

If you’re reading this, it probably means you’ve had a day like this too.

The kind where getting out of bed feels like too much. Where your body doesn’t listen. Where everything is heavier than it should be.

I wish I could sit next to all of you the way I sit next to her.

Since I can’t, just know this instead: you don’t have to do it perfectly. You don’t have to make it a productive day or a brave one or a strong one.

Sometimes the job is just to stay.

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– Mojo 🐾