Hey friends — I wanted to put up a little update for everyone who’s been checking in, texting, or just quietly wondering how things are going. I see you, and I appreciate you more than I can say.

Things have been… a lot. My body’s doing that thing again where it reminds me who’s really running the show, and it’s not me. I’ve been really sick lately — a mix of nausea, pain, and exhaustion that’s made keeping food down feel like an Olympic event. Between that and all the new symptoms creeping in, it’s been rough.

We did new scans, and while I wish I could say they looked good — they didn’t. There’s progression, and the plan has shifted. The goal now is comfort, control, and keeping my quality of life as high as we can for as long as we can. That means more meds, more appointments, and a lot of learning to listen to my body instead of fighting it every second of the day.

What That Looks Like Right Now

Some days I wake up and feel almost normal — I can work on a design, write a post, maybe even make it outside with Mojo. Other days, I’m couch-bound, watching the world spin while Pete swaps ice packs and tries to make me laugh.

It’s not all bad. There are still good moments — small ones, but they matter. Sitting outside for ten minutes of sun. Getting a text that makes me smile. Mojo sleeping like a little gremlin next to me.

I’m trying to hold onto those.

For Everyone Asking How to Help

So many of you have asked if I need anything. The truth is, it changes by the day — but I did put together an Amazon list for those who wanted to do something tangible. It’s full of little comfort things and stuff that makes the bad days a little easier.

💌 Check out the Gift List I just created

There’s absolutely no pressure — your messages, comments, and prayers mean just as much. Truly. This community has carried me through more than you’ll ever know.

What’s Next

The short version? We take it day by day. We laugh when we can. We rest when we need to. We keep finding small ways to make this messy life a little brighter.

Thank you to everyone who continues to check in, share posts, read the blogs, and remind me I’m not in this alone. I feel it — every single bit of it — and it keeps me going.

Until next time… stay kind, stay grateful, and stay messy.

— Izzy (& Mojo) 🐾

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    Hi! We are friends on FB but really haven’t talked in person. I just want you to know I read every blog/entry you write! I am subscribed to Mojo and the Mess! My Thoughts, Prayers, Love and Hugs are with you everyday. Even if I haven’t read a new blog, you are on my mind every single day. You are such an inspiration. I pray for you daily. Stay Strong My Friend.

    My Love and Prayers –

    Michelle Kanode

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      Thank you so much it means the world ♥️

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    Hey sweetie! You are always in my thoughts and heart. I love you. I’m right here – just over the bridge! Hugs, momma

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    I love you. I

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I’m Izzy

Welcome to mojo and the mess, This isn’t the blog I ever expected to write — but it’s the one I needed.

I’m Izzy, a twenty-something living (and dying) with terminal cancer, navigating the messy, heartbreaking, unexpectedly beautiful in-between. Here, you’ll find raw reflections, real talk, dog snuggles (shoutout to Mojo), and the unfiltered truth about what it’s like to face the end of your life before it really got going.

This space is for the ones who’ve felt forgotten, the ones who don’t know what to say, and the ones who are still holding on. It’s not always pretty, but it’s always honest.

Thanks for being here. You’re part of the mess now — and I mean that in the best way.

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